I am tired. Exhausted. Physically, mentally, I am just beat. I have been working long hours almost every night this week. I'm tired. And what I'd really like to do go to the gym, chill in the sauna, and maybe spend some time writing about things going on these days. Blogging always makes me feel better :).
So what's on my mind? Well, my energy is gone. And, I don't know where it is or when it will return, but it's gone and I am tired. I haven't been to the gym in over a week (that's probably where my energy is) and I choose not to go because I have so much going on at work. Perhaps that's not the best choice... But I have so much on my plate that I can't even SEE my plate. It's buried under so many plans, obligations, lists, boxes, e-mails, meetings, follow-ups, searches... you name it. And whenever I get this tired, I have to be super careful of getting sick. My poor little immune system must be working overtime now-- i'm sorry.
Married life? It's pretty cool, and pretty different. How different? Well, first being selfish and looking out for number one is no longer a thing I proclaim. So, that's something that has required some adjusting. My husband and I work long hours and it's really great coming home to him (though sometime we come home together), it makes me smile. It's pretty cool waking up beside him too, though I am feeling exhausted right now I am still very blessed. Before our being married, my husband and I lived with each other for one month and it has been a huge adjustment period with schedules, cleaning, etc.
On another note, I think I'm homesick. I normally become homesick around this time of the year, so I've come to expect it. But, I really miss my mom. And, I really miss my friends from home. Though I'm making new friends here in Tokyo it makes me sad being so far away from the people that I love most. I'm thinking of going home in July for a week or so.